Subhanallah...Lately,I always have so much in my mind.I'm still dealing with a problem I don't know how to handle. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. Honestly, I don't even know how I feel.She is so important to me, and I care for her so much and I don't think she realizes that. She doesn't realize how I am without her. She doesn't picture how harder it is. But, I dont think she knows how grateful I am to her.How can you be something to someone if they don't want you there, because I don't think she does.Maybe I'm being selfish just thinking about my feelings. I don't know....she says she doesn't think of me much but honestly I don't know whether to believe it. I don't think shed admit it even if she did think of me a lot..
I miss you so much..Allahuakbar
p/s: I dont know why I typed all of this.Because I know in the end, it’s not going to matter anyway. She doesn't care about me anymore. I'm nothing to her. I'm just a mortal one~
because...
